catalyst for a Change.

People should know that my family and I never stick to a place for that long. After a year or so we will change residence and being the fragile kid that I was it meant extra effort of coping up to have both friends and sense of belonging.

Yesterday night I was reading my old diary then i came across this:

"No matter where you are, you can gain friends and live a life."

Suddenly I remembered the old days when  all i wanted was "to belong". I had the bitter thoughts of whether I will out gain what I ultimately gave up, being force to leave the life I knew behind and gave it over for something I can't barely see or predict but my comfort came in the part that some things are worth sacrificing for.

What I only did was to simply be there: Keep my mind firm on where I am and what's in front of me. Past memories have this impact that pull us back - an output that puts us more in the past rather than cope up in the present.

Just by thinking of the people I've crossed paths with - I know it was all worth it.