Feel

The very lesson I have learned is that people are subtle. They are their own species. If they are somehow unhappy, confused or afraid, they will simply destabilized the connection and start a new one with someone else rather than confront drama. They are restless, animalistic, and most of all incredibly cruel. They move through this world with little regard of sensitivity towards others and their action only heed to their capacity to shield themselves.

We are all reapers in our ways. Guilty huh?

And that night because I felt some weary lump in my chest, my response to his question was not fully arrowed. Halfway it was true and initially what I thought about. The other half was pleading for me to ask this question but I was too afraid of the answer. Still am.

I don't say things directly because I'm afraid of what it will command. 
And I hope it wont come to a point when you will look at me as if we were strangers.